So on 4th March 2016 my waters broke at 8am after having a shower! So this is it then, at least I’m clean I thought to myself!
Standing there in the bedroom, waters falling like niagra falls…literally! My husband (Ben) & I nervously laughing as I stood on a handful of towels! If I move then the floorboards will end up like the Adur River!
A couple of tears as reality hits & then mild contractions start almost as quickly as the waters had fallen, each one were like a period pain, “this isn’t so bad” I thought to myself!
All the horror stories I had been told I pushed to the back of my mind, I’ve had several close friends who have given birth recently all had different experiences some good, some bad!
Right from the begining I was determined to have a natural labour without any manual intervention! I had a birth plan of course, but was also aware that this may not ‘go to plan’. I want to share MY positive birthing experience with expectant mummy’s to be!
My baby boy had a due date of 28th Feb, on 3rd March I asked my midwife for a sweep! Rest assured this did not hurt it was just a bit uncomfortable a bit like when you have a smear test I guess!
By 11am on Labour Day, Ben called the hospital & they asked us to go in so I could be assessed. Luckily for us Ben’s mum lives around the corner & came to pick us up, I made sure I bought my incontinent bed pads with me to save the car from being flooded out! As with each contraction I was having came the loss of more waters!
When we got to hospital we had to walk to the delivery suite, I had grey leggings on, which; by the time we had walked to said destination were now a dark shade of grey (in some places!) following the loss of more waters! So my advice to you, wear black! & make sure your partner takes your overnight bag with you, so you can change if need be!
We were given a room on the delivery suite & more contractions were coming & with each one I was breathing in for 4 & breathing out for 8, remembering all the Hypnobirth ‘self’ training that I had done! This really helped! & once out of the contractions I was able to move around & chat like normal & with that I jumped on the bed to be assessed!
I was only 2/3cms dilated & was advised to go home! “Do I have to, I’m here now” I asked, but Elle the midwife explained that being at home would be more relaxing & there could still be a long way to go! So off home we went, contractions whilst sitting down in a car are not easy that’s for sure! But I persevered!
Once at home Ben put some spa music on playing out from my I phone & I remained in the bedroom which is were I felt most comfortable, for me things seemed to escalate pretty quickly, although I expect for Ben the next 5 hours at home felt like an eternity!
During the time we were at home Ben ran me bath & when I caught sight of myself in the mirror I didn’t recognise the person staring back at me! Pale face, hair everywhere & eyes so drawn, I looked like a ghost of myself or just like I had been on a massive weekend bender at Wildlife! Either way by this stage I was ‘in the zone’!’ Or as Ben would say “like an animal”
Instinct really had taken over & I was constantly in a contraction, or a surge as the ‘Hypnobirth’ family would call it! I remember standing in my bedroom using my chest of drawers to lean on as i found this to be the most comfortable position & using my right foot to ‘tap’ through the contractions!
During this time Ben told me that he had to pop out as he left my maternity notes in his mums car! I didn’t think anything of it, until he came back and confessed that when his mum bought us home from hospital he grabbed some painkillers out of our hospital bags in the boot & when doing so he put my notes on the roof of the car….yes you got it! His mum drove away, my notes on the car roof! No doubt blowing in the wind down the Old Shoreham Road!
“Don’t worry the hospital will have a copy!” Ben reassured me! “No they don’t” I explained breathing through my contractions! “I had these for 9 months, you had them for 9 minutes!! You have to find them!”
no sooner had he confessed, we had a phone call on my mobile from a lady who had found my notes & collected what she could see & Ben ran to collect them! Phew!!! Panic over I thought!
Ben called the hospital explained the times of my contractions! “Sounds like things have progressed nicely, let’s get her in!” TO CHICHESTER!!!!
excuse me!? There is absolutely no way I can make it to Chichester! & with that I quickly whipped my washing out of my pink bucket & was sick! Right at that time my mother in law walked through the door & then helped cool me down with a wet flannel!
Ben spoke to the head midwife & said that you will have to accommodate us there’s no way we can drive to Chichester & SO they told us to come in!
I don’t remember much of the journey to hospital, I had my eyes shut all the way & continued to concentrate on my breathing!
Ben grabbed me a wheelchair & as soon as I sat in it, he nearly tipped me out of it in the panic of trying to get me to the delivery suite!
Fortunately when we got to the delivery suite Elle was still on her shift & was my midwife for the time we were there. The room was huge with a lovely bed, big birthing pool & an ensuite! It felt like a hotel room (if you looked past all the ‘hospital stuff’)
Elle sat me on the bed to asses me….”well done Amy, your 8cm dilated!!” …..”fucking hell” I replied!
I had done the hard bit, only another 2cm to go!!! & as soon as the pool was ready I stripped off & got myself in there!
I found the pool took a lot of pressure off as I was carrying quite a heavy baby, all day I had felt like I needed a poo & being in the pool I felt no different! I was trying different positions kneeling for a time with my arms over the bath, when all of a sudden I had this sudden urge to push on my next contraction! Still concentrating on my breathing & using the gas & air, I just did what my body wanted me to, not knowing if it was right or not until Elle & Ben would say how well I was doing!
The whole atmosphere was so calm & Elle knew as soon as I was in the bath, that all I wanted was quiet & both her & Ben were both pretty silent throughout! “It must be like watching paint dry” I said in between contractions! “Not quite Ames!” Ben replied! Of course it wasn’t! I was having his baby after all!
Elle was due to finish her shift at 8pm & I was determined to have my baby before her shift ended! After all she had seen me through the whole labour & I was so close, it would be a shame to have another midwife! Although another one did come in ready to relieve Elle when the biggest urge to push came & Elle said she could see the baby’s head crowning! I wanted to push so much but I was told to pant it through, I just focused on Elle & realised this was the ‘ring of fire’ I had heard so much about from my friends! & Elle confirmed as much, then all of a sudden the head was out!!
“He has so much hair Ames!!” Ben said with excitement! Then I started to worry, as I could feel the baby turning inside me! “What’s happening, whys he doing that” I panicked! Elle reassured me that the baby was turning and getting into position ready to be born and with the next contraction I should give a big push and he will be here!
Before I did that I was asked if I wanted to feel his head, but I said no. With my next contraction I was told to scoop him out of the water and as I tried to do so I panicked again!! “I cant do it” his body felt alien to me, I felt guilty but his body felt so strange to me! The midwife scooped him out and placed him on my chest and from that moment I looked down at this little baby boy who was letting out his first cry, totally reliant on me and my husband and it was a love I have never had before, to protect and provide for this tiny human being and keep him close and nurture, amazing!
After I gave birth to Ralph, Ben was given the option to cut the umbilical cord, which he did but it was so thick it took a while to cut through it! The midwife took Ralph to weigh and dry him and passed him to Ben for skin on skin, whilst I got out the pool to give birth to the placenta. I had an injection in my thigh which was my personal preference and usually it will take 20 mins for the placenta to come out but I had a problem with mine and I was told that I may have to go to theatre and have surgery to remove it! I couldn’t believe it, I had such a lovely birth there was absolutely noway I wanted to go into theatre and have an epidural! So the midwife tried emptying my bladder by inserting a tube into my ureatha but that didn’t work, so a Doctor came in and gave another injection this time in the umbilical cord which was still hanging out inbetween my legs (such a weird feeling!) and then she massaged by belly, told me to push and it came out! hurrah!
I then had my legs up in stirrups and a lamp shining into my noonie/lady garden/snippy (whatever you like to call it) to see if I needed any stitches & I couldn’t believe it when they said I only had a graze, I was expecting to need a designer vagina, especially when they told us the baby was 10lb 10oz!!
I could go on but this was meant to be a short blog, I’m not saying its all plain sailing & I did suffer after the birth with the most horrendous piles but as birth experiences go, I was extremely lucky to have a really smooth ride and I hope you do to 🙂